Well its been 2 years since I graduated high school... right now I sorta dropped out of my diploma course but I did earn my self a certificate IV in Audio Visual Technology last year which is sorta nice I guess. The reason why I decided to stop going to class in my diploma course is well... there's quite a lot of reasons but the main reason is I wanted to do something else... and the crises is... I have NO idea what I want to do but it definitely isn't AV Tech. It's kind of funny because last year I kept on thinking I should have done a course in animation/digital design or something along those lines and this year I now kind of regret how I stopped going to class. Shit, I'm pretty much living a life of regrets now and I know I'm still only 19 but I feel like everything is so hopeless right now. I keep telling myself I want to do something that puts my drawing skills to good use but in the end whenever I whip out my good ol' drawing tablet I just... don't have that spark that I used to have anymore... I seriously have no idea what's wrong with me and at this point... I am having the exact same feeling I had at the beginning of 2014....
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(this is a drawing I did last year when I was feeling down like I am right now... trust me I tried to draw something for this post but eheughghhhh rhghh....)
good luck miso c: -juan15632
ReplyDeleteHope you find a solution, mate. Remember, the magic number of the Universe is 42. And finding a lot of extra time without HH, eh?
ReplyDeleteGood luck out there. Robby's backyard was a sheltered place, but the neighborhood...the neighborhood is outright terrible and harsh. Survival is key.
Good luck miso i have my skills in drawing and also i help you
ReplyDeleteWell Miso I hope you doing fine. It been 3 years since you left hh, I regret my past self replying weird things which I try to forget about it (even though most of them are made up which I didn't understand why I did it gosh why past me? I still read mine's old post which is more embarrassing than I ever expected that I just keep closing my browser lol.) I do understand your problem and I feel the same way (still don't know what on earth you doing today.) I getting ready to become a freshman in high school and still not sure which course shall I pick (keep in mind there are lot of courses.) I'm still deciding what courses shall I do rest of the year and not choosing random courses that I genuinely don't think it's important or interesting such as playing a Damn ass recorder. (funny story i get all the notes right but my teacher kept getting pissed at me for playing too fast or too slow) Anyway I hope you find yourself doing what you wanted to do- Juan (I different person for now on)
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