Well its been 2 years since I graduated high school... right now I sorta dropped out of my diploma course but I did earn my self a certificate IV in Audio Visual Technology last year which is sorta nice I guess. The reason why I decided to stop going to class in my diploma course is well... there's quite a lot of reasons but the main reason is I wanted to do something else... and the crises is... I have NO idea what I want to do but it definitely isn't AV Tech. It's kind of funny because last year I kept on thinking I should have done a course in animation/digital design or something along those lines and this year I now kind of regret how I stopped going to class. Shit, I'm pretty much living a life of regrets now and I know I'm still only 19 but I feel like everything is so hopeless right now. I keep telling myself I want to do something that puts my drawing skills to good use but in the end whenever I whip out my good ol' drawing tablet I just... don't have that spark that I used to have anymore... I seriously have no idea what's wrong with me and at this point... I am having the exact same feeling I had at the beginning of 2014....
INSIGNIFICAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANT
(this is a drawing I did last year when I was feeling down like I am right now... trust me I tried to draw something for this post but eheughghhhh rhghh....)
